Bring it on!
My God, what a fuss too.
Why is that? Simply because a number ends with an O, we're supposed to do all sorts of different things to every other year?
Such nonsense.
But worst of all seems to be the inclination to make trite, lame, age related jokes in a 10 year cycle. Is that because these people assume we've forgotten their stupidity from last decade so soon?
Well I certainly haven't, I have an excellent memory - and I use it.
I won't be dispensing any polite laughter at my own party.
Be warned.
If you forget yourself and come at me with any of this, I
will leave you swinging- that's what she said.
"Blah blah blah, it's all down hill from here - blah blah over the hill - blah blah - you're not as young as you used to be..."I wonder how many of these twits I've successfully weeded out of my intimate circle -
that's what she said- since my last milestone birthday?
I'll let you know - unless you're one of them.
No, actually,
especially if you're one of them - fuck it - I'm 40, I can do and say whatever I want now.
Hey, maybe that's what it's all about - a direct measure of how well you've managed your social life during the last 10 years.
I'm watching you...
How about lashing out with something useful instead like,
"You've come through a lot, you've faced all your life lessons head on, and I admire the person you've become."That's what I tell the people close to me when opportunity arises.
And then there's my personal fave, the obligatory mention of age but once a decade.
Did you take the time to write 39 on my card last year?
Will you be bothered to do the arithmetic next year and the year after when it involves just a little more thought and consideration?
Does everyone forget your age for 9 years in a row and then suddenly feel bad about this and have to display their involvement by demonstrating that they
have been paying attention all along?
You see, I don't care about such things.
In fact, I'd be far more appreciative if you celebrate my 41st with gusto for no reason, or my 49th, being that that would mean I have dodged to breast cancer curse and have outlived my mother.
But just don't
surprise me.
My original plans for my 40th were just to turn 40 and mind my own business.
But it quickly became apparent that there were those who had no intentions of doing the same.
"I don't want a fuss", was somehow translated into ,
"Please ignore my wish and organise a surprise party for me.
"Now, I hate surprises. I really, really, really do.
And let's not suppose that that's simply because I'm an uppity sort of a thing with strong opinions about minutia.
There's way more to it than that!
I detest surprises
so much, that I will no longer even attend a surprise party even as a guest.
Dreadful things.
Pure hoax too.
Surprise parties
have always and
will always be about the people/perpetrators organising the thing rather than the recipient/victim.
Anyway, I begged Hell Boy a cool 6 months ago to act as bouncer and to stamp out any such daft pretentions for my birthday.
I knew that a birthday ending with O would make me likely to have to endure this from some ninny.
"Hey, we think this birthday is so important that we went ahead and organised it without even consulting you!"To which the only possible response from me would have been,
"Surprise!" and to walk out.
I had promised Hell Boy faithfully that this would absolutely have been my course of action should such rubbish come to pass.
I believe that he was quite tempted to let it happen just to enjoy the spectacle.
Few people enjoy a spectacle more than him.
It would have made quite a blog too.
But common sense prevailed, and I decided to just do my own thing, my own way. That's what she said.
And I'm glad I did, and not just because it rules out any nasty little surprises.
I'm glad, not because I'll be 40, but because I have gathered around me so many wonderful people, that I think it will be really cool to collect a bunch of them in the same place and see what they all look like together.
Like putting out the good china on the nice tablecloth.
As it happens, I now have a duel reason to be glad of this celebration.
I'm leaving my job after 10.5 years, so it will function as my farewell also.
More on that later, I still don't really know how to compile those 10 years just yet.
So, no, I won't be saying whoop-de-doo because my age has an O in it, but I
will be doing a social stocktake at my party on the 27th.
The next morning, I will be standing on the Harbour Bridge, throwing my arms up in the air and celebrating my many triumphs over adversity during first half of my life, congratulating myself on keeping my own counsel and genuinely from my heart of hearts, looking forward to a very powerful, rewarding and peaceful phase of my life.
And to a Souths game in the evening, right after a Yum Cha lunch and perhaps a little visit to the cross stitch shop.
Nothing surprising about that.
No polite laughter.
